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 This blog entry's sorta negative, oh well, what can i do? it's just what i felt like writing at the moment..here goes..

really.. its pathetic to even start writing blogs again.. but i'm doing it.. why pathetic? it's coz i don't know what to write about.. frankly i'm feeling sorta weird lately.. nauseous and all dizzy and stuff.. well i don't go online that often anymore i only open these stuff when i need to post some artapre stuff.. (that's a subject by the way) anyways.. i've forgotten how to have fun.. rather i burry my cute little face on those kaspil readings and artcomp activities.. i haven't had a good noght sleep in weeks and i've been really really grumpy lately.. crap.. whatever that is that i used to do with my life I can say the I definitely grew out of it.. fast.. damn it.. haven't anyone out here have the same experiences that i'm having right now? i think i'm sick.. really.. i am.. i mean i'm having head aches..i swear i could almost barf my way out of this computer shop and my body's s0o0o0o numb.. i don't know what's been happening lately.. what if i'm sick? what if i'm doomed to die a painful death without i even expecting it? ha! as if.. no way.. I aint gonna let myself die just like that.. crap.. i have to live a beautiful life first.. try out things i've never done before.. really now.. i gotta go to puerto galera and boracay again.. i have to reach my ideal weight first.. have my debut and go to fashion parties made by MTV.. i gotta live a new improved collge life first.. no that of what I call studying my brains out.. ha! i have to.. but how? I wonder.. i have wonderful boyfriend.. supportive family memebers.. wonderful wonderful loving blockmates and the latter.. now what's wrong with me? i wonder.. ok.. i know my blog entry really has no point at all.. i told you.. i don't know what to write.. i don't know where to start or what to even say.. i don't even know where this is going.. crap.. i'm losing it am i? ha! i started from being a lesbian in my first year in high school.. well.. call that a BI.. to having a girlfriend then a boyfriend thus making me break up with my girlfriend.. then having an extremely weird change of heart, amking me break up with my boyfriend and then going to 2nd year high school being addicted to Harry Potter books and stuff reading and reading and reading, then soon writing novels and then growing up forgetting about the "kiddie" harry potter stuff.. then having a new boyfriend... breaking my heart and then crying like crazy and new boyfriend comes.. i grow up with many incidents of heart aches and traumas.. going to college without the new boyfriend and then having to experience new things.. drinking and smoking.. (i stopped the smoking thing it doesn't work for me) knowing new people.. giving me enough respect.. treating me like i'm the samrtest person on the face of this earth.. making me write countless essays and stuff.. they pay me cold hard cash for such and I then i make their grades higher... I used my brain to make money.. how hard could that be? then i met this guy.. the guy i am with right now.. very kind very smart.. very orginal.. he's one of a kind and he loves me for who i am.. really i could never ask for anything more.. lokking back i noticed my life have had many bumps and stuff.. and from that i learned alot.. basically i learned so much i could not even rememeber them.. i am one pathetic little girl who grew up right in a pretty pathetic world.. i was the girl who woke up in the wrong side of the bed and found out that she soon grew up on the right side of the road..do i make sense at all? i thought so.. i don't.. ha! so why bother reading this? hahaha.. funny isn't it.. i wonder what my point in this blog entry is?

well... maybe i wasn't meant to have a point..maybe just maybe all these rantings are just up my crowded head floating like clounds..

crap.. really now.. why bother writing such useless stuff?

ok, maybe their not THAT useless, maybe they do have a purpose.. ha! maybe i wasn't meant to know what it is... YET.

and so i go.. tah tah!

chinita_rulez

 This blog entry's sorta negative, oh well, what can i do? it's just what i felt like writing at the moment..here goes..

really.. its pathetic to even start writing blogs again.. but i'm doing it.. why pathetic? it's coz i don't know what to write about.. frankly i'm feeling sorta weird lately.. nauseous and all dizzy and stuff.. well i don't go online that often anymore i only open these stuff when i need to post some artapre stuff.. (that's a subject by the way) anyways.. i've forgotten how to have fun.. rather i burry my cute little face on those kaspil readings and artcomp activities.. i haven't had a good noght sleep in weeks and i've been really really grumpy lately.. crap.. whatever that is that i used to do with my life I can say the I definitely grew out of it.. fast.. damn it.. haven't anyone out here have the same experiences that i'm having right now? i think i'm sick.. really.. i am.. i mean i'm having head aches..i swear i could almost barf my way out of this computer shop and my body's s0o0o0o numb.. i don't know what's been happening lately.. what if i'm sick? what if i'm doomed to die a painful death without i even expecting it? ha! as if.. no way.. I aint gonna let myself die just like that.. crap.. i have to live a beautiful life first.. try out things i've never done before.. really now.. i gotta go to puerto galera and boracay again.. i have to reach my ideal weight first.. have my debut and go to fashion parties made by MTV.. i gotta live a new improved collge life first.. no that of what I call studying my brains out.. ha! i have to.. but how? I wonder.. i have wonderful boyfriend.. supportive family memebers.. wonderful wonderful loving blockmates and the latter.. now what's wrong with me? i wonder.. ok.. i know my blog entry really has no point at all.. i told you.. i don't know what to write.. i don't know where to start or what to even say.. i don't even know where this is going.. crap.. i'm losing it am i? ha! i started from being a lesbian in my first year in high school.. well.. call that a BI.. to having a girlfriend then a boyfriend thus making me break up with my girlfriend.. then having an extremely weird change of heart, amking me break up with my boyfriend and then going to 2nd year high school being addicted to Harry Potter books and stuff reading and reading and reading, then soon writing novels and then growing up forgetting about the "kiddie" harry potter stuff.. then having a new boyfriend... breaking my heart and then crying like crazy and new boyfriend comes.. i grow up with many incidents of heart aches and traumas.. going to college without the new boyfriend and then having to experience new things.. drinking and smoking.. (i stopped the smoking thing it doesn't work for me) knowing new people.. giving me enough respect.. treating me like i'm the samrtest person on the face of this earth.. making me write countless essays and stuff.. they pay me cold hard cash for such and I then i make their grades higher... I used my brain to make money.. how hard could that be? then i met this guy.. the guy i am with right now.. very kind very smart.. very orginal.. he's one of a kind and he loves me for who i am.. really i could never ask for anything more.. lokking back i noticed my life have had many bumps and stuff.. and from that i learned alot.. basically i learned so much i could not even rememeber them.. i am one pathetic little girl who grew up right in a pretty pathetic world.. i was the girl who woke up in the wrong side of the bed and found out that she soon grew up on the right side of the road..do i make sense at all? i thought so.. i don't.. ha! so why bother reading this? hahaha.. funny isn't it.. i wonder what my point in this blog entry is?

well... maybe i wasn't meant to have a point..maybe just maybe all these rantings are just up my crowded head floating like clounds..

crap.. really now.. why bother writing such useless stuff?

ok, maybe their not THAT useless, maybe they do have a purpose.. ha! maybe i wasn't meant to know what it is... YET.

and so i go.. tah tah!